Deception.

Primal peak of pleasure
Piercing sting of pain,
Linger lust of lovers
Reassuring rain.
Scald of rinsing tears
Cleansing scalpel scar
Ring of rash indifference
Label on a jar.

Smile of futile triumph,
Self-deceiving glee,
Hunger after gluttony
Bondage of the free.
Ties inspiring quest
Roots in concrete sand,
Quandary of stillness
Seeking hand in hand.

Diviner of destruction;
Well intentioned will,
Lofty aspirations
Frozen, solid, still.
Waging war for peace
Dancing in the air,
Practising virginity
Quarry in the lair.

Baring shadow secrets
Tumbling latch and lock,
Reeling to a polka
Indifferent to shock.
Ignorance in truth
Quelling peal and bell,
Harmony in discord
Spills from shallow well.





 

The Chinaman

Recently I visited Newcastle Forest to perform a grim task. It fell to me to choose a permanent resting place for my noble pal, China. I picked a spot I know he would have approved of as we spent many a day there in the shadow of the widow-maker. He knew the way well and trod exactly the same forest path on many occasions. I recall wheeling dozens of barrow-loads of oak and beech from this spot to the forest road and he traversed the way with me on each and every occasion.

Ann Marie and Niamh carried him to his final sleeping place and together we buried him with the dignity he truly deserved.

China

Emperor son of wolf, the Chinaman, lies sleeping,
Stretching now at the curve of life's shoulder.
Guarded by the mother of the widow maker
At one with root, sinew and boulder.
All those last year leaves of browning and yellow
Crumpled with wrinkles of wisdom and knowing
The secrets of life, the birthing at death,
The end and beginning, the fading, the growing.

The Achin’ at parting, the briefest goodbye

His lifetime a heartbeat of Nature,
Skips now with his quarry, the good-natured deer
And every innocent creature.
He tramped on the ramp of my conscience
Every harsh word I mightn’t have framed
That was the difference between him and me
Only man deserves to be shamed.   

He’s part of the ether again, as before

Where bright breezes chase little cloud sisters

Into airtight pockets away from the storm

And the stars and the moon echo his whispers.

Nobility’s rays; his own private sun,

Grief and guilt were never his lot

The ash and the oak, the beech and the briar

All guardians of his private plot.

And what to remember and treasure forever

His always affection, his kindness and manner,

His vision and listening without pupil or ear

The heart of his father, the dog with wolf’s banner.

As dainty as the dancer the graceful Nijinsky

To just walk behind him so supple of limb,

The glances, the dances, the style and the prances

He didn’t choose death, she found him.